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| For those of you keeping score at home here is what is going on in my life.
First thought really
John Ryan likes to think that true love is the souls recognition of its counterpart in another (wedding crashers).
Me I think James Taylor said it best when he wrote "Something in the way she moves." True love isn't as scientific as John Ryan said it. True love is that feeling you get when she's around and the lack of feeling when she is not.
(Disclaimer all pronouns can be considered in the opposite sense as well she -> he)
So life is life right now. The weather is beautiful out and I wish I could enjoy it as much as I could but I have school and work that really puts a damper on my ability to enjoy the sunlight. I also think my lack of Drum Corps in my life really makes me sad when its pretty out, cause usually I think of the weather over the summer when its this nice and you can imagine how much that snowballs.
So I said I would get back to the Beaux Arts Ball and here goes. One of the greatest nights of my life. Hundreds of kids dressed up all crazy abusing substances and listening to music and dancing the night away. Need I say more. Everyone needs to enjoy this crazy night at least once in their life. Totally surreal.
Drove every where in the world this weekend. Thursday night went to Oxford and then back to lexington Friday, then to Winchester and then on Saturday up to Dayton to see Callie and Baby and Julie. Didn't get to spend a whole lot of time with them but i got to see them which is more then I can say since about Banquet. I miss drum corps.
School is going well, but its long. 7 am to 3pm everyday. Good part is im saving myself 3 months of class because of these long days, I'd still get out at 1230 if i didnt double up and its gonna be 7000$ that I don't have to spend later.
Well this is probably longer then anyone will read so I hope you all have a lovely day, I am off to work.
Peace
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| The powers to be were not happy with me today I guess. Had a great night last night at the Beaux Arts Ball. (more to come on that later). Got up for work today at the normal 10 oclock, but thanks to Day lights savings its like 9 oclock and that is kinda early when I go to bed at 545 am. I was hungover and exhausted but I usually don't let that get to me at work. We were dead, I mean really dead. I hadn't broke 100$ in sales in two hours. I got cut after taking 2 tables. I am ok with that, let the people who ahve to stay make some money, and I was exhausted. Well I asked my boss for my read so I could check out and he says I am going to have to uncut you because the restaurant was "full". New GM who doesn't let a single server have more then 4 tables at time and instead of going on a wait he gave me one more table. By the time I redid all my outs and everything I walk out of the restaurant with 17 dollars in my pocket at 330. And now I have to go back. 17 dollars in 5 hours. I havent been paid that shitty even when I was a concessionist at the age of 16 at a shitty movie theater. None of which was my fault, all my bosses cause he took his sweet time getting me out the door and making me take another table. I asked for the night off cause I was in such a shittty mood cause everyone else made money and left the same time as me. Fucking bullshit. They better fucking cut me early tonight or I will strangle someone. I am not gonna try but I gurantee that Ill be the shittiest server tonight just cause im sick exhausted and got fucked over all morning.
Here's to you Max and Erma's | | |
| So work is finally done for the week after clocking out with 41 hours. I don't think I have ever worked that much in one week. It didn't help that 13 of those hours were just saturday alone. I also got some people to take my shifts this week so I can go home and go wherever and do whatever. I made like 300$ extra dollars this weekend, and I am finally out of debt.
got to see Southwind rehearse Friday night for a little bit, and they were good. God I am gonna miss that, all of it. It's going to be a long summer. I miss you all. If I hadnt stayed up to 645 saturday morning and worked until 1130 on Saturday night I would have like to gone out and see them again.
Bethany finally broke up with me last night, and for every reason that has been going through my head lately. I still care about her and wish it had gone better, but hey life's too short and I am out and free now, sooo. It would have been a little bit more heart breaking two weeks ago when she should have broken up with me.
Thats about all I got.
Im out! | | |
| So I have had it up to here with some people. I think Bethany is going to break up with me. I really wish she would just do it, or start acting like we are a couple again. This not knowing shit is pissing me off. She hasn't returned phone calls, she only talks to me through text messages now, and I just want to know where I stand. I am ready to live my life, but I don't want to do something stupid and ruin something that could be there. I can't talk to her about this cause she won't return a call or make any attempt to spend time with me. And the ironic thing about it is, i recognize it as a huge guy thing to do that I probably have used and I apologize to any woman I have ever done this too.
I thought she was coming over to do it today, but I didn't text her early enough so now she is going to Danville.
Anyhoo
enough ranting.
Got straight A's for my first quarter of school. If you want to throw down in celebration with me I think itll go down tonight cause after work tonight i have like 42 hours with absolutely dick to do except get a massage from sean, clean my room and the kitchen, and play WoW. Spring Break has officially started for me and I don't work again after tonight until Friday night.
Im probably going to get shitty shitty.
Come on by
Jake | | |
| So it's Tuesday
I have to work, even though it's normally my day off.
It's Patch day, and I have to work, so no WoW today. This makes Jake a sad Panda.
I still don't know whats going on with Bethany. I think we may have jumped into something too quickly. Well for those that know anything about what's going on I am sure they would agree. However I mean maybe we got stuck on each other too quick. What do we really no about each other. We met one night and I think we work a couple within a week. Is that too fast.
So I can't be there on the 16th when I would think she would need me the most. I take that back. I can be there. I work tuesday night, wednesday, friday saturday all day sunday monday night tuesday night wednesday night friday night saturday night and all day sunday and monday night. That takes us up to the end of UK's spring break. I have two days off until tuesday the 21st. It's gonna be a rough two weeks. Needless to say when I would think she would need me, that dreadful day the 16th I am off school and work. I just want to help and be there.
Dominique said it best I think. She says that if she were in Bethany's position she would want the most caring and supportive boy friend you could have. "I would love to be with someone like you Jake to go through all of this." I less than three my room mates.
Well hopefully by the end of spring break my money problems will all be gone. I should make a nice couple hundred dollars in the next two weeks. That's always good. I may get stressed out and kill someone though.
That's about all I got right now.
Peace | | |
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